2009-09-05 - 4:46 p.m.
running randomly
into pictures of you
on saturday afternoon rambles through
the web.
you were a nice girl, once
before i-don't-know-what
happened.
my stomach used to fill
with the anticipation
of seeing you
kissing you.
seeing you now
in your blow-fueled
reverie
fills my stomach
as well
but it fills it with
a sickness
that is so churning
it is all i can do
to not let it all
come out
