2002-01-03 - 12:02 p.m.
this is all getting far too taxing...
i can't take this year after year, day after day...
sitting, waiting...
desperately wanting you to make some effort at contact...
knowing you never will...
but how to excercise your demons from my life?
...when they keep me so much company in the middle of the day...
...THIS IS ALL GETTING FAR TOO TAXING...
