2003-01-26 - 5:10 p.m.
most of the memories from that time
have been excluded from my mind
but every now and then
one of them materializes
and i once again feel
that pit in my stomach
the angst in my brain
the paranoia swamp
and then it passes
only to resurface again
usually during a particulary
dark day
you know the kind of day i mean?
the kind where bad memories sit around
in their staff room
and just wait for the right moment.
"hey joe...it's one of them dark days...let's haunt 'em with this one today!!"
